irrisistable pain

2010-01-24T09:18:00.000-08:00

hey guys
know what?
im just sad yeahs
so dont need to ask why im moody.
its something you guys (sorry) wont understand..
and if i smile infront of you
just take it .
dont give comments like 'its so fake'
ill kick your ass i tell you.

back?

2010-01-10T14:24:00.001-08:00

LOL MISSED ME?
hahas
im just bored again
haiis
ya still the old me yeahs
just waiting for my results
YEAPPS
CORRECT !
im NOT excited at all ._.
hahas
text me if missed me ba :D
can tagg if duno my number ~ xD
not really interested to entertain pranks :D
hahas
thats all :D
byebye GUYYS~
and girls :D

friends are all i have now

2009-10-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

im single ,
maybe for too long i forgot how it feels to be attacted again
yeahh
maybe its a good thingg.

cause friends all all i have
having to be better in terms with CG makes me feel super good
another close friend and brother is back with me again x3
though we have a big quarrel,
we still became friends all thanks to another beloved brother,
TK
i really owe him alot
in terms of friendship and he helped me alot
i really dont know how to thank him
TK , if you see this ,
im super greatful for all you had done for this clique
and i hope slackers can also patch up again:D

also for ahs,
i mean yeah we also have our own clique now
because if some internal affairs
some of us cant get along well
maybe we can still go out together on important dates :)
no need to always meet like last times
just once in a while :D
that will me great for me...
:)

also RAINBOW!
hahas just feel like typing your name :D

and sophia, sorry never call you..
will call you up soon yeahhs :D

haiiisshhhh

2009-10-07T09:35:00.000-07:00

im like bored D:
lalals
N levels is almost finished!!
omg no fair , o levels still long time from nowwww D;
hate this laaaa
i want holiday life D:
i wann workk thann studyy,
have allowance, PLUS
PAY
MUHAHAHAHAH~
butt , SAD , now dont have D:

to noreen meii!!
SORRIE DIDNT SEE YOUR MSG D:
lols donnt angryy horrrr D:

lalalalas :D

i missed my memories,
the past times I've had.
i love the present.
cause i cant go back in time.
thats why im trying to hold on with whatever I've got left.
no matter what
i will treasure you guys.
dont wanna lose anyone else anymore.
-friends-
-relationship-
-everything-

-PAST-
AH Family.
love you guys ,
miss you guys ,
maybe have an outing soon.
maybe after O levels
although much had changed,
but im sure everyone misses one another.
x3

1st
maybe you forgot
well i havent maybe its stupid
but yeah still miss you abit
live a happie life :D

2nd
maybe im like stupid to say bye to you
but you know i wont ask for patch after break ups ones
im sorry alrights
my fault
all mu fault D;

3rd
ya maybe again.
im a bad guy again
haiis
idk but it just dont feel right being with you.
maybe when we dont meet we look like a couple
but well you now the rest
again, im sorry..

forget bout troubles!
Being happy is the key to being happier

Happy birthday cassandra shorty :D

2009-10-04T08:45:00.000-07:00

hahas hope you like the pressie hahas
im like so bored today
thanks to you guys can go out LOL
just found out today is also my aunt's birthdayy
hahs
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TWO
hahas
after coming back from town ,,
i went to find my best brother~ ALEXTAN
hahs he have N levels tomorrow
and i cant find him in mac studying
but ,,
haiis
no need think,
he sure at LAN one hahas
can you believe it?
lol
TMR N LEVELS
found him in LAN,
playing dota.
LOL
with edsel summore,
edsel Wednesday have EOY
LOL
all so 'HERO' hahs
talking bout hero,
edsel de furion dam funny hahas
harress own ppl let everyone laugh till madd!!
hahs

though im bored now but nevermind :D
hahas
sorry NO PHOTOS TODAY D;

THATS ALL PEEPS

lazy to POST

2009-09-29T09:05:00.001-07:00

lols so lazy now a days
lalalas
-.- one thing i remember is that my dad kept on scolding me for nothing.
hate him lor
D:

and horr
have to stayy every dayy ing school for something called IPP
full form - INTENSIVE PROBATION PROGRAM
i think its spelled this wayy lehh LOL
stupid lorrrr
O levels is like so stress lur D;
and i still have counseling like so manys

HATE my form teacher lorr,
SHE CANT TAKE JOKES D:
-.-
so kidd canns?
OMG.

lol someone's birthday is comming xDD
dunn need remind me de:D
die also wont forgett :D
hahas x33

hahs and im like BACK TO MAPLE la!!
hahas currently lvl 40 -.- lol
slack cause have O levels now LOL
just play to relaxx

so bored la studying,
like blast music into my ears and screaming for help when doing sums
omg
so stress lor,
know the sums also become dunno lurr ,
so dumbb rite?
:D
i think thats all i will blurb about bahhs :D
hahs
LOVE YOU ALL ;DD
x333

2009-09-22T06:18:00.001-07:00

HAHAS
got ppl REQUEST for photos :DD
i post all photos i have with other ppl :D one each only !!
dont be GREEDY

this is my family :D
no need say so much exept got the middle kidd , he is my cousin:D
pri one this year
and my bigg bro not inside :D

me and 3 preety ladies
hahas
MOST LEFT- serene :D she is ATTACHED:D
the left of me - vivian :D
right of me - fiona :D

ME AND SERENE :D
MIDDLE- lovell :D lols extra here o.o"

ME AND FIONA :D

ME AND VIVIAN

ME AND LOVELL :D

sorry dudies your pics all in my phone lazy put LOL
hahas
next time maybe ? :D
hahas LOVES YOU ALL :D

BORING DAY

2009-09-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

I AM STUPIDLY BORED
still thinking of what happend yesterday OMG
lols
but the main point is,

I AM STUPIDLY BORED TODAY

FIRSTLY
i woke up at only around 1 plus?
FOUND OUT THAT IM BORED
and eventually smsed everyone LOL
but in the end sms some nia
hahas
blasted music in my room till kena scold -.-

watched tv?
the slept
OMG SO BORED!!
dying
-.-

lols talk to me on msn !!!!
ENTERTAIN ME PLS

todayy

2009-09-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

super suayy this few dayys !!
since that DAY lol
actually i dont belive superstition craps
BUT NOW
its like someone cursed me LOL
omgomg
howhow

hahs today on bus super funnie lahhhs
hahas it was super cold,
so jiejie found kenneth as a super heater
cause he is like so warmm :X
then we joked LOL
firstly said ppl have baby then were giving names hahas
then we gave names for our future childrens
lols i liked noel for guys as its like so men LOL
then for girls i chose jessica
cause jessica is like names of so many pretties LOL
hahas
then jiejie suddenly asked - WHY YOUR SON AND DAUGHTERS ALL NO CHINESE NAMES ONE-
lols obviously my chinese is not good so i told her,
- my son nerr, he will be called FU ER ZI as for daughter FU NIU ER.
LOL then if is kenneths one they will be called
ZHANG ER ZI - dirty son and ZHANG NIU ER- dirty daughter LOL
then worst
jiejie one if follow her sirname :D
ZUO ER ZI- make son and ZUO NIU ER- make daughter LOL ( make in other words -sex- )
hahas
then i said if jia hui de sirname lehh??
YAN NIU ER- 'yan' in chinese means - disable sexual functions. (usually used for guys)
YAN ER ZI - WOW this means that she will only have DAUGHTERS :D

HAHAS :D
so funn :D
lols btw the test was easy!!
regreted wasting time studying
AND I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT HAPPENED TODAY :D (if you know what i mean)

okok hahas go watch show lur buhbyees dudies~~

ALL FED UP

2009-09-10T10:02:00.000-07:00

FIRSTLY,
if anyone in my clique ever sees this,
i really feel that im not needed anymore rite?
i try my best to entertain you guys,
tried my best to make everyone happy.
hey dont ask but you you guys think im that kind off ppl that will do that kind of thingg?
i maybe a hongster to everyone.
i may look like im honging, but,
i swear with my FUCKING LIFE
that i will never do that kind of THINGS
that is really against my pride as i person,
a LIVING PERSON.

SECONDLY
here he is again that SOTB
well he thinks that he is good again.
just what do he thinks is he?
he is just my father.
if it was my fault to talk back to him ,
IM SORRY
but why the hell did he pushed me?
i REMEMBERED CLEARLY
once he told me,
in Singapore, there is no right or wrong,
but as long as one person touches the other person,
i will be called self defense to fight back.
well and i remember him saying,
the one pushing 1st,
will surly get WORST charges.
now he supports the family.
when i can support this family,
and if he tries anything funny again.
he knows i will be sending him to which home right away.

thirdly and lastly..
hey girl..
maybe i did wrong.
a wrong thing.
to break up.
well you are a nice girl.
find someone better.
if that guy ever bullies you and lets me find out.
that guy better hide
cause if i finds him,
he will surely pay .
i will go on with my life since you did and is happy
lets both be happy ok?
x3.
buhbye... 6/22.

2009-06-08T22:40:00.000-07:00

nothing to blog but feel like blogging LOL
lols
i need new SLIPPERS !!!
lols and new wallets (:
so who wannts to go shopping with me ??? RAWHSSS
boreddddddd!!!

anyways good luck for all N and O level students!!! :D

just passed by

2009-05-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

well looking into the blog and the ex posts,
i dont know why i did all this in the past.
maybe one day i will know ,
i hope its soon,
forgetting is harder then it seems to be .
well i missed the times we had together,
missed your laughter, your smile , even you crys.
its not that i dont see it anymore,
just that i cant find a way to be there when you do so.

but no matter which guy in the world you chose,
i will always be with you.
as long as you are happy,
ill be.

but if that guy does anything funny and i catches him,
he is in deep shit.

(: thats all for today :)

2009-03-02T05:44:00.001-08:00

theres only 2 important topic today.

firstly.
thanks guys for remembering my birthday.

lastly.

SORRY PEOPLE.

well yar i ps you all..
im just sorry okaye?

this birthday was great.

its just me.

im just feeling moody.
just leave me alone for awhile.
thanks .

<3

2009-02-23T04:36:00.000-08:00

today damm sian

i went to cutt hairrr!!

hahas like no difference lorr hahas

but neat le i think

lols then slack

i think ive changed alot.

maybe cause im hurt or sth.

ya hurt blahblah.

i cant feel sad

maybe cause i dont wann to make others around me to do it too.
keeping feelings inside,
hahas thats me.

ive tried my best..
i dont know if i want to do this
but i think its the best for me.
maybe my hearts blinded .
or maybe its me whos not good enough for you
just be happy..
i will try to over come my love for you.
try to love somone else.
sorry...

bue guai lan bue dua han.

2009-02-19T06:58:00.000-08:00

knn you think you who?
your just someone who will pay for my uses till im 21 years old.
i owe you?
you know law mahhs even just by looking at me ,
i can sue you if i want.
its called harresment hao ma you think i scared to sue you ar?
knn say me what bue jia lan chee bye you think you who?
no one scolds me that way hor.
even you ,
my father cant do it.
what did i do wrong to make you so against me?
what the help did i do?
did i kill somone?
no .
did i score shit for my exams?
fcuk no .
did i not do my homework?
I CLEARED MY OVER DUE HOMEWORK ONE WEEK AGO
so thats a fcuking NO.
and if youer not happy?
ITS YOUR FCUKING PROBLEM

if anyone else does that to me ,
he is comed by me by now.
or else you wont see me here without any injuries.
you just got the special treatment.
and appriciate it.
love me for that.
only that.
no more than that thank you.

you said im guai lan?
let me tell you - bue guai lan bue dua han.

2009-02-16T04:23:00.000-08:00

today.
duno why so moody.
and jealous.
if only theres is someone
someone that can let me forget.
and get over her.
im tired of getting my heart broken again and again.

(: kill me - maybe ill thank you

2009-02-15T05:20:00.001-08:00

LOL

theres so many things that happened

but.. the only important thing is ,,

-whatever-

you wont need to know.

taking photos kills timeee

]

i know,

you like someone else.

i don't need to know who.

i never did need to know.

i you need to know something.

i cant forget .

and i will never forget - things you said

- things you did
- things you liked

- your habits

i know i will never be better

but i dont care

ive waited so long,

lets not waste the effort.

bye. x3